My Father now is suffering from a heart disease. It is so sad because all people in my house didn't know about his pain before the heart attack comes. It is crazy when the attack came last sunday, I was just hysterically called 911 (which is lame because I suddenly realized that I live in Indonesia, not US) and shouting at the neighbors near the house in order to ask them for help.
It was a snap, melancholy moment I got there. But unintentionally, I didnt cry... I dont know why, of course when My Brother drove My Father to the closest hospital from my house, i was crying back home and alone.... like a real emo.
Buttttt It was so good that My Father recovers so sooner than I expected, and He's in Intermediate room (for recovery program), not in that creepy ICU again. So thanked I got friends, their prayers in mentions, texts and so on made my day, I wasnt too afraid anymore.
I was left alone in the house this week. Realizing that I was only living in the house with a cat, then I really had to take all of the housejobs. Washing clothes, washing dishes, cleaning the rooms, cooking (instant noodles) for myself, feeding the cat, putting its poo to the garbage, Well, I count those activities that I've done as such a life experience. It's a thing that will make me being even more independent than before (caelah). wkwkwk. But it's true, being lonely and doing things all by myself is not really bothering me anymore. I'm kinda getting comfy with these, which is good for me. Andddd yeah, I also keep the prayers for My Father. Get Well Soon!
Remember that the week before I got the most adventuring 3 days with The Maine? It was one of the most amazing times of my life. And everything had begun to be different in 2 days after that. God is testing me I think. Father's problem, bad scores in school, wallet's emptiness (LOL IT MAKES SENSE HUH).
Haha Well, when life's turning you upside down like a roller coaster, all you have to do is: dont ever let it makes you throwing up your lunch, which is the one-and-only energy source for you to enlighten your day. Keep the flow, and be ready for the next roller coaster ride!
Smuutchess suusis, byebye!
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